Saturday, April 26, 2008
| 8:32 PM
i feel accomplished today,
really.
(:
maybe because i managed to understand my science.
and my math, i'm proud of it too.
history's a book.
tomorrow's wear-a-skirt-to-kaleo sunday!
it's so cute.
Friday, April 25, 2008
| 11:09 PM
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breathe in rachel, count slowly.
i think need to go for anger-management courses.
my inflammation came back on monday, thanks to the junk i ate during the weekends.
so my throat had a bad week. it's recovering now.
hopefully i can recover in time for 2.4km.
damn it.
i dont know why i feel so relaxed, and it's already one week to the exams.
and i'm getting frustrated of me being so relaxed.
i feel stupid.
damn right stupid.
i suddenly hate school so much now.
i have no idea why.
i'm getting pissed and angry at so many little things, then my mood swings to another side.
alhfljakagajgfad
annoying shit.
im getting pissed for no damn reason.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
| 2:34 PM
a medley of love scoresugh.
i passed by dorothy perkins today, and wth.
i saw this damn nice belt.
but the small size was all sold out, and the last small size one left, was faulty.
ohmyshitzz.
im saving up. im saving up.
eyughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
and im earning easy money!
mummy's letting me do some 'work' to earn money because my pocket has holey holes in it because of all that food i was spending on, and all the money i borrowed from my mother to get clothes.
and im earning fast!
im saving up. im saving up.
eyughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
and, i damn miss my bangs.
even if it makes me funny and it grows super fast.
my fringe is back, to the side fringe 5 months ago. ):
with my fringe blocking my left eye sometimes, i feel half blind.
then you'll ask me why
Saturday, April 19, 2008
| 8:27 PM
enrolement today.
went to jo's house in the morning for brownie baking with the squad.
madly in rush with time, had to go to school earlier to get joanne's boots.
but the brownies were gooooood :D
had enrolement. congrats to felicia who got best recruit 2007! :D
sad that the sec4s' are stepping down, i dont want them to step down. they're just full of fun to be with. ): gahh, i'll miss them bucketloads. ):
and the P talked to us. he said.
"one day, during assembly. i will say, 'GB girls please stand.' and everyone of you has to stand up within 3 seconds!"
-awkward silence and uhhhs' and wths'-
"aren't you girls proud of your cca?"
-awkward silence and more uhhs' , wths' and uhh yeahs'-
"so, i expect each and every GB girl to stand up, because you are GB girls! and i am proud of you"
-uhhh, okkkayyyys'-
yeah, he actually said that. i dont remember what order he said those sentences.
if he ever does that, my face will be thrown stuck to the ground and flushed red with embarrassment.
i dont know whether what he said was a praise, or just a dangerously embarrassing dare.
aye whatever, pictures are up!
and i bloody freaking lost my bloody shoebag, and inside my shoebag is my lovely pair of HAVAIANAS.
i shall refrain from
the words.
some 2th GB girls.
the ever friendly and tall, SSGT LIM [:
part of the 28th coy.
gifts.
and and and, IT'S JOOOO IN GB UNIFORM! :D
Friday, April 18, 2008
| 10:57 PM
I'VE BEEN WEARING MY CONTACTS FOR MORE THAN 12 HOURS.
and now my eyelids are dragging me down.
MC on the first two days of the week, so i didn't suffer a long week at school, and managed to skip the double period science lessons on those two days.
my medication for my throat and flu is FINALLY completed, so now i can eat junk food again!ooh, i love MCs'!
skipped 2.4km, so i have to retest (again) when i had my pretest last week. ugh, stupid reasons and excuses- and more idonthavetoansweryourquestion. anyway, thanks jo for accompanying me to run the retest. [:
ooh, i freaking hate running. -,-
no lessons today, PFFFFFFFFFFFFFT test.
passed everything.
i give up on getting gold already, same goes for silver.
being able to complete those stations doesn't show you're smart, it only shows you're physically fit, which doesn't help you academically.
got damn pissed off with my stomach muscles.
got damn pissed off with my leg muscles.
got damn pissed off with my arm muscles.
got damn pissed off with the entire PFT test.
celebrated zh's birthday at j8.
it was supposedly a surprise one, but i think he did found out in the end.
there was enough cake for everyone! [: my cake-cutting skills are damn good. o_o
went back to school to meet the GB girls, baking stuff for the sec4s'.
OOH, HONEY JOYS! :D they're so damn sweet.
going to jo's house tomorrow morning with rest of the squad to bake brownieeees, then we will head off to enrolement for our promotion.
i'm going to miss the sec4 GB girls. ):
they're so super fun to be with.
honey joys and zh's birthdayyyyy.
the ignorance of my existence,
it screams silent anger in me,
and my status is in no position for me to blame.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
| 9:32 PM
XINJIE, kaleo will miss you loads my dear.
have a great time in China.
that you'll make more friends, and also reach out to the people there.
you'll be rememberd in my prayers, and in kaleo's prayers.
may the Lord be with you and your family at all times.
[:
yours truly, rachel, will miss you.
(dont see joshua's message, see mine.)
TA DAAA!
you'll be remembered dearly.
of all the memories we had, especially the one during 2006 church camp, when we stayed in the same villa. :D
the really retarded chat, dont know whether you still remember it. :P
Saturday, April 12, 2008
| 10:03 PM
HELLO TO LAST NIGHT'S YOUTHALPHAAAA @ EXPO! :D
somebody get your praise on! (someone get your brains on)
the song's still ringing in my head, it's like.
you know the football song "OLE, OLE, OLE OLE" , use the tune and sing it with this lyrics "OH PRAISE HIM, JESUS, JESUS"
and it was super aweseome, the experience, the people, the praise and worship.
i then knew that it doesn't matter where you're from, or what kind of church you're from. be it big as CityHarvest, or small as GEFC, you're just there to worship one God, and we're all there for the same reason.
i just loved the worship [:
we were jumping mad, jump jump, shout scream. my voice disconnected halfway because i was singing+screaming+shouting. now i'm having temporary squeaky voices.
and the presence of the Lord, and hearing the people cry and want Him to rain down on us, the feeling is really far more than blessed.
i'm glad i went for it, the experience is unforgettable.
i loved the worship so much, i was super sad it ended. it seemed so short, and i wanted the feeling in me forever, but it sadly ended. ):
planetshakers really puts you on, so does Tim Hughes.
encoreeeee ):
aye, full-dress rehearsal today. melted my toes, sun was beating hot.
had awards and dedication service in the afternoon at VFC(sembawang), the 28th coy were the traffic brigaders! so cute right?
so we didn't really attended much of the service, we were mostly outside directing the buses, or in the carpark, or in my case. i was having a hard time breathing in the carpark. -,-
and we had our small drill practice as a whole in the carpark, the banging was damn nice, because the sounds were bouncing off the walls, it echoed-oed-oed-oed-oed.
:D HAHAHAHAH.
xinjie's flight tomorrow. ):
i'm going to miss you.
sending her off to the airport.
it has been yet another very busy weekend again, gah.
and commontest is coming. and i thought last week's everland was tiring enough for taking up my weekend.
EVERLAND, i'm still missing it so. ):
you're not alone,
expect the unexpected,
i dare you to.
Sunday, April 06, 2008
| 3:58 PM
EVERLAND WAS THE BOMB
FULL HOUSE DURING GALA NIGHT.
OHMY LANDLAND EVEREVER LANDLANDLAND :DDD
really great experience, and i think the drama club was total fab. they have those super funny humour in them that makes them seem so retardedly fun to be with.
the mantinee audience wasn't very encouraging, but i saw the GB 2truth girls plus sharon and amariah, AND veno! ohmy, it's been longlong since i saw her. [: she's so huggable! :D
saw jane and trisha, and they missed my part. -,- HA.
AND AND,
MR PATRICK GOH HAS A GIRLFRIEND.
AND SHE'S DAMNNN CHIO I TELL YOU!
taiwanese somemore worrrsss! :D
real pretty girl. haha, MR GOHHHHHHHH! >:]]]
we were disturbing him about his girlfriend, wolf-whistling and stuff.
practical joke.
denise went for the gala night, GAHGAHGAHLALALA.
alot of upper sec people went, i saw nurul too! HELLO NURUL!
and uhhh, it was just plain nice. even if i feeeel so tired, i'm so glad with everland.
i miss the entire crew and cast so much ]:
made manymany more new friends, and got to know them more.
and i saw many other sides of the drama cast, it's like.
when you're up on stage, you must change your personality to suit the character.
and i think it's blasting fun! :D
EVERLAND IS THE ROCK.
wah, i miss it so much ]:
even if the hectic rehearsals are so lame and boring, it's still fun going all around and making jokes about each other (ahem, dorin?) .
jubilee hall is super preeeetteeeee, but small.
the dressing rooms are super HOT, they have the lightbulbs following the borders of each mirror. LIKE THE ONES YOU SEE IN MOVIES! :D
yeah, real cool backstage, but it's still small.
i forgot to bring my damn camera on saturday, because i was stupid. -,-
now, it's time to catch up with schooool work and sleep.
beware of my looks, because i have hollow eyes which can haunt you in the dark. HAHA.
hopefully i can meet the fairy in my dreams, and she will take my wisdom tooth, and i'll be stuck in that castle on the cloud.
cos i dont wanna gro
w up. i'm a everland kid. [:
hello jubilee, imma gonna miss you many. ):
everland everland, it can't be there forever. ):
imma missing everland already.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Friday, April 04, 2008
| 9:28 PM
HI,
MY HEAD IS BLASTING TIRED.
everland rehearsals are damn boring, because my part is after the intermission, so yeah.
GB, band and NPCC were pouring our bore heads away.
but i laughed so much more than yesterday, thankyouverymuch to the GB girls. their inside jokes made dorin wanna go to the toilet so many times, and it made me blurt my laughter out till my stomach felt numb.
screwed the slowmarching part, miss chng told us to march faster if not band will be out of breath(they were playing the brass instruments), so in the end, we got the marching and timing all mixed up.
so we kinda screwed that part. ):
but it's alright, it's a rehearsal.
:D
tomorrow's everland.
and then, i can finally go and hibernate.
i saw the cast's eyes, they have super eyebags. and i mean it, they have bad panda eyes, real obvious ones.
even that chowchow small guy has eyebags.
O_O