HISTORY RESEARCH IS KILLING ME.
I HAVE TO REPHRASE ONE DAMN LONG PAGE OF RESEARCH.

WHY DOES THE FOUNDER OF SINGAPORE HAVE SUCH LONG HISTORY?!

I'M GETTING DISTRACTED EVERY 20 SECONDS.

GET BEHIND ME RACHEL.
GO AND STUDY.
RAHHHHHH.


>:DDDDD




i watch you bangle it up each day.
as i stand by.
laughing.







churched today :D
i really love going to church.
sing, worship, praise God.
talk, laugh, and laugh somemore.
talk about the week, gossip somemore.
yeah. always great to share such joy with them.

and worship today was great.
GEFC is the place to be every sunday.
for food. and for fun. for laughter and for crapping. :D

yes, im advertising my church. o_o
and tomorrow school's starting.
this is so sad.
the sky outside my window is like. damn dark.
hopefully, it will be this gigantic thunderstorm. that will shake the whole world.
and then cause all school buildings to come tumbling down. so there will be no place for us to study.
AND IT SHALL TAKE 5 MONTHS FOR THE SCHOOL'S TO GET RENOVATED.
AND THEN WE DONT HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL. :D
instead we have classes held in BIG COOL function rooms in hotels.

THAT WOULD BE DAMN COOL :D


rachel's waking up yo




i saw joel dance.
i witnessed joel dance.
and i heard him say 'YOU! YOU!'











second post today. [:
reached PS at like 7pm, saw nicole. then the rest joined. vanessa and joshua couldn't make it, sad.
then we like, briskwalked to SMU, to the theatre for the performance.
and the theatre is freaking small. o_o you can fit like, two and a half classes inside only. and there were even like, people sitting on the floor. i felt so small and little, because the others were uni-students.
and me and my cell were like, the only kids, besides sharyn.
and you could not get seats earlier unless you had your name registered, fortunately, joel registered our names :D

AND THEN I SAW JOEL DANCE! AHAHHAHAHHAHHAHHA.
yeah, he can dance, well. at least i think so. and there was one part it was like that:
the music scratches on purpose. and joel and his dance mates started making alot of noise. i heard joel say 'YOU! YOU!' and i started laughing like mad.

you dont have to get what im saying, i didn't get it either. i just laughed at joel saying 'YOU! YOU!' because they were like, dancing dancing dancing, when they suddenly pause and start making alot of noise and joel goes 'YOU! YOU!'

and the contemporary dancers were like abcdefghijk good alright. one of the girls can do more than a split. more like a 190 degree split. :D

when it ended, went to find joel. HE WAS FULL OF MAKE UP. nah, all performers dancing have to wear makeup anyway. took a group photo with his eyes were closed. HAH!
and went to PS. went to walk around, talked. laughed. talked more. laughed more.

it's the second last meeting together as a sec2 cell, just that joshua and vanessa are not around.
):

every move and step you make.
is captured.








SCHOOL
IS
OUT
for the weekend, sadly, and not for the inifinity of years. ):
after school, went to j8 with joanne. found out that both of us have the flotus(?!) thingy. and then we started talking about invisible clouds and floating clouds. pretending we are playing video games and make them stay afloat.
o_o
i know. we are ohso lunatic. maybe because it's full moon on the other side of the world.
met sarahyim on 156 today. saw alessia. the girl from my math tution class, when i was, P4/P5.
then talked with them, and talked and talked. seemed like a kinda short bus ride. ):
and we suddenly crapped about ALISONNNNNNNNN :D and her two bestfriends i dont know what they're names are.
sarah's school sounds damn screwed man. mainly because i'm just slow, and did not realise it till like. four weeks later.

going to joel ng's concert later with the rest of the cellgroup.
he's dancing, as in. CHACHA/SALSA DANCING.
o_o

well. we'll see how good he can dance. :D


there's not little enemy my dear

hey evangeline! [:













had church today.
sengwhye came to visit kaleo, after 29834696929526193 years. O:
okay, after church. went to eat with the rest of kaleo [:
and went to bugis with evangeline, amanda and natalie.
took neos. talked. but amanda had fever, so natalie brought her back.
get well soon [: rest well! [:

continued walking around with evangeline.
and, i declare. that going to bugis street.
IS THE WORST PLACE FOR ME TO GO.
i dont like bugis street, no, i HATE bugis street. it was natalie and amanda who brought me there last year, and i sweared that i would not step back inside that hot, humid, stuffy, awful place.
and today, sadly- i had to go back to get dominic's present. if he doesnt fit into that pair of skinnys, im going to ask him to go back and find the stupid shop and refund.
fine, thats not a nice way.
i'll just have to suffocate myself and go back to bugis street.

oh, and when me and evan left bugis street. IT WAS DANG RAINING. luckily i brought the umbrella.
and we crossed the road, smoothly. because there wasn't the heavy group pedestrians crossing from bugis to bugis street. O:

then went to raffles city to have ben and jerrys.
we were suppost to go to island creamery, but evangeline was meeting the young adults for dinner, so she couldnt follow me all the way back to bukit timah. ):
but anyway, had fun today [:



everybody has a poison apple in them

im like BURNT!








thanks to the GB drill today.
amazing man. first time i got sunburnt during a drill practice.



okay whatever. i have rosy cheeks now. and a red nose.
im a cross-breed of rudolph the rednose reindeer and some red cheek person.
it's horrible, ah whatever. im so red. but not that red.

hoho. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SARAHLEONG! :D
hope you enjoyed your 14th birthday. [:

and back to drill practice again.
oh crap. the boots were burning HOT. i didnt coat my boots, and my toes were melting under the hothot sun. O:
so hot.! :D



so close to everything










5 days to the 14th birthday
im getting older.
and no. i dont want to grow up.
]:
how i wish i was the tall girl who was nerdy, and didnt know what was- fringe. - and that shows im still young and not growing yet.
time's flying like the wind, it's so fast. it's hardly noticeable.




went to church today, natalie didnt turn up. :[
okay. anyway, today after kaleo.
talked to petrina, and it's damn retarded and funny alright. but it's her last sunday there before she returns back to her catholic church. :[
cousin dominic still can't roll his eyes, horrific. and he's my cousin.
oh well.
school's starting tomorrow.
i want to celebrate my birthday faster, and go out with the others on sunday.

like evangeline. i love sundays alot too.
and my cell's splitting in febuary, im gonna miss them alot.
have been in the same sunday school as them since i was K1. until the same cell group when im sec2.

wahhhh. the memories, the sharing, the crapping, the laughing, the lameness of the group.
dont think it will be the same when febuary comes.
well, me and lindy will try to make noise. ?


everybody's bad and good

oh Lord. bring me to the place called home.
fast enough so that reality ends and all comes to rest.








ohmygosh. a very COOL number of sec1s came to GB.
okay whatever. still thank God for making all possible.
the games were stupid.
drill was fun, and super tiring. my right shoulder is aching like mad. or maybe it's just my sling bag.
roll call was . ehm. hard.
joanne is shocked by GB's fast movement of changing. (?!)
and fiona,venus/renus, and shirene agreed to come next week for GB meeting. [:
also thank God for that. [:

incomplete puzzles with a fragile base

running is your passion. uh?
try running in heels.







thinking you are the only one affected.
you're not alone. you really aren't.
everything is still there.
water comes with ruins, the water dries and you see the remains.
it's not as perfect as it once was.
you think that only you think this way.
everybody else thinks that way too.
everybody has given up, nothing is sticking like it once used to be.
because people have changed.
denial is nothing.
acceptance is something.

joanne wants to transfer to GB [:
WOOOOOOOOOO! :D

second week of school.
what i learnt from last week?

this
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CME's homeroom is faciliated with a mirror at the back. just for us [:


masked white lies

FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL
IS SUPER TIRING [:


okay, had CCA ORIENTATION tody.
omg, its retarded. none of the GB girls knew how to do the tent, so we had to ask the BB boys to help us set it up. stupid right? we got the decorations from the GB room, and it's like freaking dusty. but who cares.


and like we only saw two to three classes. whathehell right? the rest were in the canteen. and there was only the booths for GB, GG, BB, NPCC, NDPCC(whatever you call it), BAND, and DRAMA CLUB.
like where were the rest of the CCAs.
-,-

anyway, i was happy enough to go crazy enough to stick masking tapes on my shirt.
JOIN GB AND YOU'LL BE PRETTY LIKE ME (HAH! )
JOIN GB BECAUSE I SAID SO.
MY NAME IS NOT RACHEL
THE PERSON BESIDE ME IS _____.
and
DONT LOOK AT MY SHOES, pasted it on my shoes.
so cool uh?
[: GB 28th COY rocks to the whatever core man. then i saw the two girls whom me, sarahleong and wenhui saw on the first day of school
the cheryl and dont know who. brought them to the booth.

the booth's like damn cool okay. we spent a damn long time just tying the banner across the concourse. and it was just super noisy when the sec1s came.

but there were just some super _____ girls who i JUST cannot stand.
i ask the two girls. do you want to join GB?
and they are like, uh. i dont want. thankyou, go away.
i felt like slapping them the moment i heard it uh. some assholes man.
cant believe they're in the batch of sec1s. im so happy they're not in GB.
and the second girl that nadine told me about.
"GIVE ME 101 REASONS EACH, WHY I SHOULD JOIN GB."
oh freak off. dont need to be that disrespectful, and congragulations, you just got onto the hated list by 927349237509243 girls.
or maybe it's just each year the batches get more rebellious? or is it just the school.

i think only some of the sec1s of 2008 are nice, i see them enter the school hall.
skirts shorter than mine when i entered kcpss.
i remember mine was like at the knee, AND I REMEMBER THAT VERYVERYVERY CLEARLY. i was so damn cool bean of the nerds.

okay, and their skirts are like abcdefg short, considered for their first day of school.
and their attitude is abcdefg bad.
i cant believe it. they even had a campfire.
the sec1s of 2007 didnt even have a campfire man.

anyway, i miss onetruth 2007.
twotruth's doesnt seem the same, the class seems empty.
really empty, hardly any jokes, or maybe it's just me.

santaclause. you suck. screw your hair.