im done with everything, and now im waiting for the results.
told my mother what happened. she told me that God knows what is going on. and if i was pure RIGHT, NOT INVOLVED, INNOCENT, everything would be right. and i should just leave everything to God. and seriously, i agreed with whatever she told me.
she also told me to hang out with the right friends, but i dont blame her for what she said. she at least was concern for me, despite her constant scolding at me every single hour. misstay said that she doesnt believe what people perceive me to be. missfoo tells me that i should start doing what i should do and aim what i can achieve now, and not do the impossibles. mrstham told me to talk to the teacher, but yet i have no courage.
this is one of the worst weeks of my life, yet it is one of my blessed weeks of my life. im contradicted. the whole theposse is screwed. seriously, screwed.
and my GB friends have been keeping me on for the weekend. and yes, i seriously feel totally encouraged thanks to them. ((((((: THANKYOU SO MUCH!
thus now i believe, those 'rumours' about the gang. i say that they are not true. everybody is of different shades, you might see us differently. but as one always say "DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER" i dont wish to make myself go down anymore. because out there, i believe that we have nothing to do with whatever you think we are now. because i believe that God will make that way.
if you think im acting to be a "HOLY CHRISTIAN" stop judging me. because i love God alot. and that is THE most important thing you CANNOT judge me about.
GOD WILL MAKE A WAY
God will make a way Where there seems to be no way He works in ways we cannot see He will make a way for me He will be my guide Hold me closely to His side With love and strength for each new day He will make a way
God will make a way Where there seems to be no way He cares for you He understands He’ll hold you in His loving hands He will do for you what no other friend can do With love and strength for each new day He will make a way He will make a way
By a roadway in the wilderness He'll lead me And rivers in the desert will I see Heaven and earth will fade But His word will still remain He will do something new today.
God will make a way Where there seems to be no way He works in ways we cannot see He will make a way for me He will be my guide Hold me closely to His side With love and strength for each new day He will make a way God will make a way He’ll make a way (a few times)
God will make a way Where there seems to be no way He works in ways we cannot see He will make a way for me He will be my guide Hold me closely to His side With love and strength for each new day He will make a way He will make a way God will make a way
