alright.
i have NOT touched my science.
and i dont wish to touch my science.
science is a dirty and fugly subject which i think ruins my brain cells by thinking of all those facts.
im almost done revising my history.
ohyes, I LOVVEE HISTORY NOW :DDDDDD
i LOVEE every subject except CHINESE AND SCIENCE.
:DDD rocks man.
i suddenly love EOY, just like i used to love PSLE.
:DDD

im so happy now.
had church today.
i forgot to bring amanda's green nailpolish -,-
natalie woke up late and forgot to come to church
and I LOVE CHUBIPENG FAMILY :DDDD
it doesnt exist yet, but it is gonna exist someday ((:

and kaleo was good today.
the KYA brought alotalot of food. :DDD
HAD ICECREAM AND MANYMANY MORE JUNKY FOOD.
sulynn shared, and it was GOOOOOD.
now i feel so much confident in my studies.
(((:

I LOVE CHURCH.
I LOVE CHURCH.
I LOVE CHURCH.
I LOVE CHURCH.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

MUGGINGGG.
>:((

dammit.
i am having stupid posts, again.

STUPID POSTS.

miss everybody badly.
all i see when i study is , MISS TEXTBOOKS UNIVERSE, MR ASSESMENT PAPERS AND MANYMANYMANYMANY CRAPPY PAPERS WHICH I WANT TO BURN AWAY.
ugh.

>:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

I STILL HATE.
BIG FAT CHICKEN.
BIG FAT CHICKEN.
IS WHITE AND FAT! >:)))))))))))

gosh.
im mugging my brain out.
UGH.
i feel LIFELESS without my handphone. -,-
im working hard okay.
WORKING HARD.
anyway, I HATE THAT BIG FAT CHICKEN.
SUPER DAMN COPYCAT.
IN YOUR FACE LAH.
BIGGG FATT CHICCKKKEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :PPPPP
OMG. WE HATE YOU, BIG. FAT. CHICKKENN.

i dont know why im repeating those three words, but yep.
BIG. FAT. CHICKEN. -,-

and IM STUDYING.
STILL.
MUGGING AND STUFF.

I CAN WORK HARD.
guess im self-motivating myself now.
and the book "Before you meet PRINCE CHARMING" is brainwashing me. O:
serious, BRAINWASHINGGG. >:(

IM STILL WORKING HARD.
and my world's A TOTAL MESS, now and EVEN AFTER EOY.
SERIOUSLY MESSED UP to the ends.

ohyes.
onetruth has 12 councillors.
TWELVEE. ! :DDDD
and i went to ask the maricandude if he submitted my name for councillor.
HE DID.
but i didnt get selected for whatever reason.
IDONTCARE.
IT MEANS IM SOMEHOW SOME GOOD GIRL.
YAY! :DDDDDDD

-,-

ALRIGHT.
back to studying.
im posting long and aimless posts.
i dont want to post about the days i spent, not that fun already.
>:(((((((

Labels: messed up

i cant stand it.
my blog's horrendous.
i was trying to be blog-negative, but yeah, DID NOT HELP. -,-
anyway. im seriously making a no-sense post.

BSF on tuesday was FUN as usual.
dude wrote to desiree a letter. O: EHEHEHE!
the teachers kept looking at our directions.
one thing to say, uh. 'alexandra?.. ewww!'
:DDDDD
we were ewww-ing about during class. -,-

alright.
met ex-nanyang on friday.
i didnt go for the lantern festival, went to accompany my cousins instead. :P and vivian is like.. PAUL TWOHILL NUMBER 2. -,- krista is already taller than me, damnit.

yesterday was fun.
had a 10hour seminar at church, SUPER NICEE :D
but it's SUPER LONG.
the leaders were HOME-SCHOOLED and they knew how to mend the PA system. DAMN COOL EH :D

okay. i shall not post anymore, i have to go study.


RACHEL.
IS.
A.
STUDIOUS.
MUGGER.
GOING.
TO.
ACE.
STUDIES.
SOMEHOW.?
AND . i studied at church today :DDDDDDD
im so smart man, the rest went for lunch, and i went to do my literature.
:D

im done with everything, and now im waiting for the results.

told my mother what happened.
she told me that God knows what is going on.
and if i was pure RIGHT, NOT INVOLVED, INNOCENT, everything would be right.
and i should just leave everything to God.
and seriously, i agreed with whatever she told me.

she also told me to hang out with the right friends, but i dont blame her for what she said.
she at least was concern for me, despite her constant scolding at me every single hour.
misstay said that she doesnt believe what people perceive me to be.
missfoo tells me that i should start doing what i should do and aim what i can achieve now, and not do the impossibles.
mrstham told me to talk to the teacher, but yet i have no courage.

this is one of the worst weeks of my life, yet it is one of my blessed weeks of my life.
im contradicted.
the whole theposse is screwed.
seriously, screwed.

and my GB friends have been keeping me on for the weekend.
and yes, i seriously feel totally encouraged thanks to them.
((((((:
THANKYOU SO MUCH!

thus now i believe, those 'rumours' about the gang.
i say that they are not true.
everybody is of different shades, you might see us differently.
but as one always say "DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER"
i dont wish to make myself go down anymore.
because out there, i believe that we have nothing to do with whatever you think we are now.
because i believe that God will make that way.

if you think im acting to be a "HOLY CHRISTIAN"
stop judging me.
because i love God alot.
and that is THE most important thing you CANNOT judge me about.



GOD WILL MAKE A WAY


God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He cares for you
He understands
He’ll hold you in His loving hands
He will do for you what no other friend can do
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His word will still remain
He will do something new today.

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
God will make a way
He’ll make a way (a few times)

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way
God will make a way




i want to thank these people for being there for me when i was SUPER stressed during GB yesterday;
HUITING, DENISE, HIAN YONG, NADINE, YU GUAN, DORIN, JIEYING, FELICIA.
thank you for comforting me, cheering me up and encouraging me when i was in that state.

and also, i want to thank
MISS TAY, MRS THAM AND MISS FOO. and some of the seniors.

thank you all for being there to counsel and guide me.
if it weren't for you guys, i wouldnt know i have such loving people in my CCA.

i cant believe what's going on in school already, everything is going all screwed up. i really dont know why the rumour of the gang CLIQUE has to affect me in my CCA.
i REALLY REALLY dont know why, of ALL things. it has to affect my CCA. it's one of the major hobby in my life, and yet now i have to go to the extremes to ace in my CCA.
it's the one who bonded me together with the other cliques in my class.

and only now, i realised how blessed i am to be here.



she's having her ups and downs

GAHH.
im in the school com lab now.
this keyboard is going BANANAS.
the space bar is SCREWED! -,- i have to press the space bar super hard to get it working. crap it.

suppose to be searching for the GB heritage tour stuff, but i already finished it. the rest of the seniors are busy surfing the internet and stuff.
dorin's beside me :DDD
she doesnt want me to put her name.
but yep, DORIN'S BESIDE ME :DDDDD

the heritage tour excursion has been cancelled. yeah, i know, SUPER SAD! )):

and,
tonight I HAVE NO CELL. )):
so sad eh.
I MISS CELL ALREADY!
i need to start studying for EOY.
i havent even finish my revision yet.
AHHHHHH!

shall end here.
and someone's still being extra.
THE TTY CAMPAIGN :DDDD


because i love you so;



YEAH!
alright.
shall be my last post of the holiday.
school's starting tomorrow. :DDD
heh. im finally going back to school, dont know how much i miss it.
gosh. i actually miss school. O:
EOY, i am SOO ready for you.
after EOY, CAN GOOOOO OUTTT :D hopefully with my parents not caring. -,-

and now im bombading pissed off.
i SPENT ONE HOUR FINDING FOR 'BUKIT CHANDRA' FOR MY GB HERITAGED BADGE PROJECT, and i could find NOTHING.
then i smsed misstay and asked her if it was REALLY called BUKIT CHANDRA.
then she replied "chandu"
mygosh. so waste time. -,-

anyway, i found the SECRET soundtracks on imeem already. :D
they're supersuper nice.
and i need the songs super badly. O:
GAHHH, the show is LOVEEEE! :DDD





WAHAHHA.
alright.
school's gonna start in 2 DAYS TIME.
VOMG. then theposse can start fooling around in class.
VOMG. then theposse can start going crazy.
VOMG. then theposse can get scolded.
VOMG. i miss theposse so much.
EHEHEHE! :DD SCHOOL STARTING IS LOVEEEE! :DDD

VOMG. i miss getting scolded in class.
VOMG. i miss those science lessons when the teacher gets super naggy.
VOMG. i miss those days when me and sarahLEONG will act as sisters or cousin and start bluffing people.
AHHAHAHA! :DDD
nicholas TOH still thinks me and sarahLEONG are cousins.
i asked him "YOU MEAN YOU DIDNT KNOW ME AND SARAH WERE COUSINS!?"
then he was like "NO NO! I KNOW YOU WERE COUSINS! I KNOW!"
HAHAHAHAHAAHHA! :DDDD

alright. later will be going for EVAN'S bday :DD
VOMG. tomorrow can't go to the cycling thing )):

THEY say that i have no time, when i already have ALL the time planned out.
THEY say that i havent finish my work yet, when i already did all my work and EXTRA work this whole holiday.
THEY say that i go out too many times, WHEN I DIDNT GO OUT AT ALL. i only went to other people's HOUSE.
THEY complain that i raised the phone bill, dont you know that there are other people in our house that use the phone!?

heck them.
anyway, i'm missing theposse alot. HEH.
wenhui's missing me, because i dont call her anymore.
HEH! so sorry. i cant call you, in order for me to go cycling on sunday, i didnt use the phone, so i could be... guai. but THEY didnt observe it. AND THEY THOUGHT ME AND YOU QUARRELED BECAUSE WE STOPPED TALKING ON THE PHONE! :DD yeah. let THEY'RE imagination run wild. i didnt even stop THEM at all anyway.

alright.
i shall end here.
this is a short post.
:DDDD

and sarahLEONG, you should cheer up! :DD
and erinaCHEW, your little brother is extraordinary -,-
and keannaCHANG, EEHEHHE! I POSTED! :DDD



rachel loves donkey :DD

Labels: RACHEL LOVES DONKEY :DDD

alright. christine askd me to do this quiz.
and i had dragged it for WEEEEKS.
omgg. SO SORRY! O:

and it has been ages since i did this kind of quizes. O: eehehhe!

1. The person who tagged you is... wait. what am i suppose to write? CHRISTINE? alright. i shall write about christine. HEEE! im so going against the quiz's rules

2. Your relationship with him/her is... FRIENDS! met her like... sec1 camp. WOO! when thesec1 classes were busy playing the ball games. me and keanna went to MEET HER! and say HELLO! ;DD

3. Your five impressions of him/her... REALLYREALLY LONG HAIR! super friendly. super nice. hmmm, SUPER girl? ;DD and her hair is ALSO REALLY REALLY NICE ;DD

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you... how i know? uh. SHE. ASKED ME TO DO THIS QUIZ :DDD

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said for you... ohoh. I KNOW. it's "Hi Rachel. I'm here with my big chopper to kill you fior not doing my quiz, but it's too blunt. When i'm done sharpening it the quiz better be up:D"

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will... AWWW. uh. do nothing? HAH! i dont know. fall off the building when i see her? HEEE :DD rachel's not a lesbian. HAH!

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be... eh. i dont know. HOW I KNOW. O:

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will... jump off the building and roar like a moose.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be... her hair got too long and irritated me? :DD BLAH.

10. The thing you to do for him/her right now is... measure how long her hair is. HAH!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is... LONGGG HAIIRRRR :DDD

12. How you think people around you will feel about you? idiotically spastic freak?

13. The character you love of yourself is... IDONTKNOW.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are...IDONTKNOW.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is... A GIRL WHO CAN FLY :DD

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them... OOH! AWW! I LOVE YOU TOO :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

17. Pass this quiz to 5 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you...
1)HER
2)HIM
3)THEY
4)THEM
5)WE

WAHHAH! today is SUCH a fun day ;DD
TODAY WAS SARAHYIM'S BIG BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONNNN! :DDD
and it was SUPER FUN.
went to her house at 2pm to help out in the decorations.
and sarahLEONG, joanne, cheryl and esther were already there. =.=
then we played with the crep paper, and started making tons of shredded stuff and hanging them all over the place. O:
and we got pretty bored and watched JOHN TUCKED MUST DIE.
ohmygosh. i love that show. AHHAHHA! ;DD
and then sarahYIM and cheryl started walking towards coro to meet the rest.
and then, me and sarahLEONG started camwhoring like hell.
she was pretty emo when i saw her.
BUT I MANAGED TO CHEER HER UP!
then we started standing on the chairs, she played the TALL girl for the camera. and i played the SHORT girl for the camera. shall post the pictures some other day :DD
then when they returned, WE STARTED GOING CRAZZZYYY! :D
played manymany games.
but the games didnt last long thou because we were busy running around.
we were fooling around alright.
we did the HARVEY DANCE. and that weird weird marching walk.
JOANNE WAS MY PARTNER! ;DD
then we started playing with the crep paper and they were ribbon dancing. crapping with the ribbons. EHEHEH! ;DD
then we continued to watch JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE. and UNACCOMPIED MINORS. yep, they're both supre nice shows to watch. but then the guys seemed to like JOHN TUCKED MUST DIE. they were sitting super close to the TV set. i dont know why. O:

then the pizza came.
8 BOXES OF PIZZA.
and we ate only 4 boxes.
and one whole box had chicken wings.
omg, i know im going to grow fat. O:
then i competed with joanne in drinking pepsi.
and she had a stomach ache. O: SO SORRY! :X
and then ran around with THE POSSE we were like.. running round the whole house. out in the garden. HEHE! ;D and it was SUPER fun. screaming here and there. i dont know what made it so fun, but yep. it was SUPERFUN!
and erina went back early )): and esther went with her.
blah. and keanna was the ribbon dancer. LOL. okay, no.
wenhui was the one who went around the whole place screaming like another moose. HAHA!
and we took over 200 pictures. AHA! the pictures are nicer.
then at night.
sarahyim's garden.
is SUPERBEAUTIFUL.
it's like some resort, according to sarahLEONG.
serious! there's a raised platform above the ground. with CUSHIONED COUCHES. and the lights were super nice.
it's called ambience . :DDD
and i kept sitting on the stone tiles which were placed at the grass. i dont know why, i have a linkage with green grass :DD LOL. and me and cheryl were busy picking the grass and placing it on our feet. HEHE. we were GRASSCOVERED.

AND! sarahYIM's cousin is studying in nanyang. AND NOW THEY DONT CARE IF YOU HAVE LONG HAIR OR NOT. =.= because the 2006 discipline mistress went to another school, so now they dont care if you have long hair or not. omg, freakit. i suffered 5 and a half years of short hair. O:

and TO CHRISTINE: i PROMISE! the next post WILL be your quiz. :DDDD


AND IT'S 6TH SEPTEMBER NOW.
just wished sarahYIM happybirthday on her blog.
and smsed someone happybirthday also.
:DDDD


alright, and one more thing to;
SARAHLEONG! : dont be so frustrated and stuff. CHILL! :DD dont become some emo dudette who cuts herself alright? ILOVEYOU! :DD

gah.
i hate school holidays.
their super boring.
EEEEEE.

especially secondary school holidays. THEIR STUDYING DAYS.
i rather go back to the legendary THEPOSSE clique and start the week than to glue my ass to the chair and study like i'm going to die.

this shall be a short post.
because i'm running out of ideas on what to post.
ohmygosh, i'm going to PROMISE myself to move on to twotruth next year, and not RETAIN nor DROP CLASS. O:

okay i changed my mind, i shall make it abit longer.
i'm suppose to be meeting sarahyim later on to go get some party decoration for her birthday.
but sadly i couldnt go to meet her.

alright, 6th september is sarah's birthday and it's also SOMEONE's birthday. ;PP
ugh. too many birthdays this week. i have 3 to attend already. SAHSAHSAHAH!

and NO BSF TOMORROW.
gonna miss ALEXANDRA AND DESIREE! and NICOLETTE AND JULIA! and YEAH! won't be seeing the SUPER sluts. HAH! and i wont miss the teachers. :DDDD but the dude will be in the same class as desiree next year, because desiree's moving up. O: and alexandra might not be around anymore. OHMYGOSH. but rebecca will be moving up to the same class as me next year. :DDD


and if the previous post had invisible text. i dont know why either.
some computers can see the text, some computers cant. O:



i'm seeing things O: